Tuesday, December 31, 2013

YOU MAKE ME SICK!

ONE NIGHT
YOU WENT OUT GARBAGE PICKING
AND
CAME HOME WITH THE BIGGEST
PIECE OF TRASH IN TOWN

YOU MAKE ME SICK

YOUR EXACTLY WHERE YOU NEED TO BE

TRASH IS TRASH
NO MATTER WHAT FACADE IT WEARS

ABUSIVE BEHAVIOR

YOU WILL NOT CONTROL ME

I WILL KEEP PUSHING

UNTIL MY RIGHTS AND BOUNDARIES

HAVE BEEN WELL ESTABLISHED

YOU WILL PER-CUR A DEFENSE

I WILL ABOLISH IT

ABUSE COMES IN MANY FORMS

LIKE A FRIEND SAID, "IT'S ALWAYS THE FACADE OF THE NICE GUY TO SPEW EVIL"

THE SCOTT PETERSON'S OF THE WORLD

THE BOOK WITH THE NICEST COVER

THE EVIL, HIDDEN INSIDE

THE MENTALLY CHALLENGED

THE DEMONS

THE HURT

THE ANGER

PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE

PERCEPTION OF CONTROL

NON-VERBAL ABUSIVE BEHAVIOR
 

NEW YEARS EVE

NEW YEARS EVE HERE ON THE EAST COAST....
FREEZING MY ASS OFF

TONIGHT I WOULD PREFER TO STAY IN
BUT HAVE ALREADY MADE A COMMITMENT

A FAVORITE RESTAURANT.....
A FEW DRINKS

AND TOMORROW
CONEY ISLAND
THE POLAR BEAR PLUNGE

ANTICIPATION

CHOOSE TO BE BORN

DO YOU THINK YOU FIT INTO THE TIME
YOU WERE BORN INTO?

SOMETIMES

SOMETIMES NOT........

SOMETIMES I THINK I SHOULD HAVE BEEN BORN
AND BEEN A WIFE TO A GREAT MAN

CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW WONDERFUL IT WOULD HAVE
BEEN TO BE PRESIDENT LINCOLN'S WIFE

OR PRESIDENT KENNEDY'S WIFE

BEING A PARTNER TO A STRONG, INTELLIGENT MAN
IS SUCH A TURN ON FOR ME

BUT IN THIS LIFE, I WAS MEANT TO FIND SUCCESS
ON MY OWN

MAY GOD BLESS ME IN THE NEW YEAR
XOXO

BADASS

Yes, I am a Badass
That's why I fit into
The world of hairdresser's

It is my lot in life to be a Badass

It's not like I intentionally 
Do this on purpose 
It's just
I am WAY tooooo
Far out spoken for the folks
In suburbia America

In New York.....
All is good
That's why they are sooo
My people
They think like I do

All of us in the city
All struggling to define ourselves

That damn city exhuming 
Sooo much energy
Pushing us all
Saying to us.....

Do it!!
You are great
Now get out there
And create your greatness

It's just sooo awesome 

Now, for the New Year....
Stop doubting yourself
Start living the life you want to live
That's exactly what I plan to do

I didn't get divorced to sit around 
The effn house and bake brownies
Hell, I'm a great baker!!

No, I left because I new I deserved 
Sooo much more out of life
Than what I was getting

I deserved the freedom
To find me
Be the person I always dreamed 
Of being

Wait to you see what's in store
For me in the New Year!!!!
I'm sooo excited!!!

It was all do to fate
14yrs ago an Angel would walk into
My salon

Lets just say.....

Two shall be born....
The whole wide world apart
And have no thought each 
Of the others being

And these same two shall meet

AND THIS IS FATE.........

TODAY IN MICRO-FASHION

In the day and life of a little American girl




YOU GOT MAIL

Two weeks ago
I received hate mail
Yes, you heard me
Every time I re-enter
Po-Dunk
Someone causes me DRAMA

I just want whoever sent me this
Mail to know....
It didn't affect me
Your not mentally well
And I'm at a different place in my life

This is O.C.D. Behavior
And your more upset over
My life situations than I am

If your without flaws
Good for you
And I'm very happy 
You have lead a very successful life

But, I'm old enough
To realize 
No ones life is perfect
And you just caused yourself trauma

Your letters are with the police 
A private investigator is also working 
On the case
And 3rd thing I need to tell you.....

I'm friends with an FBI agent
By the end of this week 
We will know
Who the AUTHOR OF MY HATE MAIL IS

Now, how far did that college degree of
Your prestigious husband get you

I don't want your drama
It's just evil
It's like RAPING someone

Yes, that's what you are doing 
Your violating me

Please get help
Your not well
We all suffer with demons
We all are damaged in some sort of way

It's what you do with your demons
That makes you a winner or looser

If you are that unhappy
Don't send it my direction
New York has made me strong

I'm Russian strong
When the Germans tried to take 
Stalingrad the Russians were fierce
300,000 German soldiers would die
The Russians were pissed by this time 
And rightly so
The world had enough 

I feel the same
I had enough of the human stupidity
From my hometown 
Your ignorance is now bliss
Your DRAMA boring me

"I WILL FIGHT NO MORE FOREVER"
---Chief Joseph


IT'S A WIN!!

When I look back on my life
I realize I got the WIN
you know, in the game of life
I walked off the ball field with the win

She got him
I got New York



Sunday, December 29, 2013

LOVE

Do you love someone
But are not "IN LOVE" with them???

This is the story of MANY

Why are people just "Settling"????

Don't be with someone just because
Your "co-dependent"

It will never bring you happiness

Be with someone because YOU
TRUELY love them

And......

Love doesn't come along
With every person you date????

Sometimes, true love
Only comes along
Once in a lifetime

MY LIFE IN NEW YORK







TRUTH PEOPLE

"Who are you to judge the life I live?
I know I'm not perfect
And I don't intend to be......
But before you start pointing fingers.....
Make sure your hands are clean!"
-----Bob Marley

GREAT HAIRSTYLES





TODAY IN MICRO-FASHION

IN THE DAY AND LIFE OF A LITTLE AMERICAN GIRL



Saturday, December 28, 2013

BEAUTY OF AN AMERICAN BLONDE GIRL





MY FRIENDS IN NYC

Living the DREAM


BEYOND WORDS

Well people suck
And that's just a part of life

Just focus on the people 
That deserve your attention

And not the people that don't 

WAITING FOR A MIRACLE

THE MOMENT YOUR

READY TO QUIT

IS USUALLY

THE MOMENT

RIGHT BEFORE 

THE MIRACLE 

        HAPPENS.................

   DON'T EVER GIVE UP HOPE

GREAT EXPECTATIONS

We buried my dad today 
It's the hardest thing you have to do

Bury a parent
One more gone
And I'm an orphan

What I'm really upset about
Is the people that never acknowledge
My fathers passing at all!!!

Like my sister said.....
" Do you really expect anything less
From idiots"

It's shouldn't matter if you haven't talked 
To friends, acquaintances etc....
In years
Have some class  and acknowledge 
Someone's passing

Tonite I will clean house on Facebook!!!

People's TRUE colors are scary
Effn losers!!!

And of coarse, ALL my NYC FRIENDS
were there for me!!
Because they are all sooo family oriented

Once again the disappointment comes 
From the "Po-Dunk" stupidity
They just live in this narcissistic bubble 
World
Where if it isn't affecting them fuck it

I plan on reciprocating the same behavior 
In the future for ya'll

BIT ME!!!!
 

LEARNING TO FLY

IT'S DIFFICULT TO SOAR WITH EAGLES
WHEN YOU SURROUND YOURSELF 
WITH TURKEYS. 

Friday, December 27, 2013

THE NEW YEAR

May your coming year be
Filled with magic and dreams 
And good madness
I hope you read some fine books
And kiss someone who thinks 
Your wonderful
And don't forget to make some Art
Write or draw or build
Or sing, live as only you can
And I hope....
Somewhere in the next year 
You surprise yourself
---MBDW

THE HOLIDAYS

LIFE IN THE SALON AFTER CHRISTMAS
IS USUALLY DEAD
THERES YOUR FEW STRAGGLERS
WHO NEED THEIR HAIR DONE
FOR NEW YEARS EVE

WHERE AM I NEW YEARS EVE?
LAST NEW YRS
I WAS RIGHT IN TIME SQUARE

I STAYED TILL THE BALL DROPPED
WALKED OVER TO BRYANT PARK
MY FAVORITE PLACE IN THE CITY

I JUST LIKE THE MO JOE OF THE PLACE
THE HOT TOTTIES
WARM FIRE PITS
AND EVERYONE SITTING AROUND
ENJOYING A MOMENT IN TIME

THEN I WENT HOME TO BROOKLYN

THIS YEAR I'M BACK IN BROOKLYN
FOR THE POLAR BEAR PLUNGE

I'M DEFINITELY LOOKING FORWARD TO THE NEW YR
A LOT OF NEW THINGS WILL BE HAPPENING
AND I'M EXCITED

I HAVE FINALLY SURROUNDED MYSELF WITH
INTELLIGENT, EDUCATED PEOPLE
AND SEE A BIG DIFFERENCE IN MENTALITY

I COULDN'T BE ANY HAPPIER THAN I AM NOW
AT THIS POINT OF MY LIFE
AND IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MONEY OR LOVE
ITS CALLED SELF WORTH
I'VE TRAVELED A LONG ROAD
AND HAVE ARRIVED AT MY DESTINATION
IT'S SOOO GREAT TO BE HERE

OH, THERE IS EVIL, STILL TRYING TO DO THEIR
THING
BUT I'M AT A DIFFERENT PLACE IN MY LIFE
AND IT DOESN'T AFFECT ME
I ONLY QUESTION THE EVILS MENTAL WELL BEING
AND OBVIOUSLY IT'S NOT GOOD

I'M NOT JEALOUS OF YOU
I HAVE NOOO REASON TO BE
I ONLY FEEL SORRY FOR YOU
ANGER.......
IS A TERRIBLE MONSTER

I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU ALL......
CLOSE-MINDED FROM PO-DUNK
ENJOY YOUR FINALLY DESTINY
MAY YOU LIVE IN HELL
ALL THE DAYS OF YOUR LIFE
GOD BLESS
XOXO

Thursday, December 26, 2013

WHAT'S THE NAME OF THE GAME

I've seen you twice
In a short time
Only a week since we started
It seems to me
For every time
I'm getting more open hearted
I was an impossible case
No one could ever reach me
But i think i can see on your face 
There's a luv you can teach me
So I wanna know
What's the name of the game???
Does it mean anything to 
Can you feel it the way I do

If I trust in you
Will you let me down 
Your smile and the sound of your voice
Gotta feeling 
You give me no choice
But it means luv
What's the name of the game ???

THE HAIRSTYLISTS PASTRIES

Everyone who knows me
Knows I love dessert
OMG!! Most of my fellow co-workers 
Got candy, cookies, and food baskets 
For Christmas gifts!

There's nothing that makes a stylist 
Happier than receiving all these wonderful little treasures for a Thank you
Of doing someone's hair all year long

Here's some pictures I took 
Of desserts I purchased
For a Christmas gathering
Enjoy
Xoxo





TODAY IN MICRO-FASHION

The life of a little American girl




SHALLOW

Are you dating someone 
Or married to someone
For their looks
Are you shallow??
Do you need to be with someone
Who is extremely handsome
Or very beautiful?
One day we all wake up
Have that Epiphany
And say to ourselves
"This just doesn't matter"
Usually as we get older & wiser
We have many Epiphany's 
Our brains kick in
Any of us hope our brains kick in
And we evaluate what's really 
Important in our lives

Sometimes the person we THINK 
We should be with
Isn't the right one 

Follow your heart 
Be with that one person 
In life that you TRUELY LOVE
Don't settle, don't EVER settle
Settling for someone brings unhappiness 
And eventually separation 

We only get one shot at this
Be with that one person
That makes your whole world turn upside
Down

Forget the shallowness of being
With Mr. Wonderfully handsome
Or Miss absolutely beautiful
Good looks eventually fade
Then when your arm candy is no 
Longer the hottest thing around
And all your left with is an ugly personality
Life is going to suck

Follow your heart
Don't live with regrets

Make today the first day
Of your new happiness

Now get out there
Go get the person you TRUELY love
Today is the first day of forever

Walk away from shallow
Leave arrogance behind
YOUR GETTING TOO OLD TO LIVE 
WITHOUT THE PERSON YOU REALLY 
WANT TO BE WITH!!!



Wednesday, December 25, 2013