Behind closed Doors

I realized I had fallen for a narcissist through counseling. The deeper the counselor prodded, he realized this man abused me emotionally.
In the beginning he was very convincing he loved me and made me feel more loved and protected than I ever had in my life. Then when I least expected it he abandoned me.
Two years later, I am more worthless to him than the dirt under his shoes!
I long for the day my heart is free from the wounds brought upon me from this relationship. Never had I encountered before another human sooo emotionally
Cold and heartless... GOD BLESS