Dirty ROTTEN pathetic abusive characters I would have never spun my
Life around & had the ammo to put such
A horrific tale together
There would be no support system
For me other than attacks against my
Character. It is now time for me to tell my
Tale.
I will now break the silence
I told everyone, the police, the neighbors, my friends, family who already witnessed the abuse first hand.
I told domestic violence agencies, my State Representatives, attorneys, counselors.
I'm now an advocate against women who are abused. I have joined support groups, go to lectures, and work with
Counselors on research against abused women
I sat on this, and in my mind I knew I had encountered something far beyond normal. I being at the hands of pure evil.
I knew my story needed to be told. The heartbreak, anguish, I felt was above and beyond normal.
No women deserves to be abused!
Verbally, mentally, physically, sexually
I should have known better that you could not be the author of such a lovely note. Your not smart enough. Forgive my naive sense of judging your character with the possibility of having such intelligence, empathy, regard for my goodwill.
I should have never expected for you to have listened, validated, understood or supported me. You are who you are and being redundant is one of them.
Your pathology attitude made me feel like I was the CRAZY one. Taking on all your afflictions. Just chaotic. I was made to feel like the cheater. I was triangulated beyond belief by your evil.
My mind/body/soul actually metamorphasizing to be in tune with the crazy you projected unto me. All the time I was trying to maintain a level of decorum to the outside world
Your a COWARD for shuving all your twistedness unto me! A very selfish thing to do. The very evil, callous & disregarding of my personhood & my GOD given rights!
I CAN'T EXPECT A SANE RESPONSE FROM AN INSANE SYSTEM
it may stem from a childhood. Growing up poor and witness to abuse. The exposure incorporated you to learn survival mechanism to a level where you
Don't incorporate physical harm but your abuse comes on other levels. Mind fucking, need of control, non-verbal abuse the need to date or marry beautiful women to feed your very low self esteem.
It's all there, built into your defense system.
Like learning which utensil to use when dinning in polite company.
The lack of empathy so alien. My God, even animals are able to show empathy. Your behavior left me only to feel hurt,
Outraged & betrayed. Which is normal, I am only human.
It's an eye opener that all of society needs to acknowledge the significant limitations of individuals with NPD.
Coming to terms with your behavior, mostly the lack of empathy towards me. Tossed away so quickly for a stranger was not normal. I would later find out, she was no stranger and was always
Lurking there, in the shadows of our relationship.
The lack of anything dissipates the confusion. You had no "Intellectual" emotions, it's as if you knew you were to react this way
You didn't feel it at the soul/being level. You knew the words but couldn't hear the emotional music of the relationship
Basically you raped me for a year. And this being the severe trauma I was left with. I was only benefiting your agenda
I hope you live in hell and should have left you die the night of your major life trauma
I am here today because some helped. Very few to say the least. I am stronger because for those who DIDN'T help & those of you helped his abuse on me further. All this gave me the realization I don't need anyone's validation to live the TRUTH of what happened in my life
NO WOMEN DESERVES TO BE ABUSED!!!!!
A COWARD CAN'T BE A HAPPY SOUL
I have dealt with soo much and done my
Best that I can
I think I'll take the rest of my life and appreciate how strong I really am
MAY WE ONE DAY STOP ABUSE AGAINST WOMEN
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