Wednesday, October 2, 2013

YOU DID ME A FAVOR

A long time ago in a dream
I lived somewhere else
I lived around a lot of people 
That didn't treat me well 

Abusive behavior doesn't have to be 
Physical, it can come in other forms
And harm you to the point you are 
Sick.

That's what these harmful people
Did to me, they hurt me and emotionally
Abused me

I ran, ran far away to be safe 
Get help and heal
These people hurt me sooo bad 
It took a long time to heal from 
Their wounds 

I ran to a place that made me happy
Gave me hope
Comforted me
Repaired my broken heart

Such evil, such hateful words, 
Such harmful things said & done to me
How would I ever let go of such
Narcissistic attitudes

The abuse came in actions, words
Scared and bewildered that people 
I thought loved and cared about me
Could spew such evil

It didn't end till they had me totally 
Destroyed
And destroyed I was
I ran, ran 
To get help
To find luv
Good people that believed in me

The abuse, the ridicule, the demoralization of my soul
They broke me down
I wasn't good enough 

They should have all just beat the shit
Out of me....
Abuse is abuse
No matter what form it comes 

Now....
There's a new me
A me that will never let anyone play 
This abusive game again

A new me
Now!
You are NOOO longer
Good enough for me !!!!

May my abusers rest in peace

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