YOU MAKE ME SICK!

ONE NIGHT
YOU WENT OUT GARBAGE PICKING
AND
CAME HOME WITH THE BIGGEST
PIECE OF TRASH IN TOWN

YOU MAKE ME SICK

YOUR EXACTLY WHERE YOU NEED TO BE

TRASH IS TRASH
NO MATTER WHAT FACADE IT WEARS

ABUSIVE BEHAVIOR

YOU WILL NOT CONTROL ME

I WILL KEEP PUSHING

UNTIL MY RIGHTS AND BOUNDARIES

HAVE BEEN WELL ESTABLISHED

YOU WILL PER-CUR A DEFENSE

I WILL ABOLISH IT

ABUSE COMES IN MANY FORMS

LIKE A FRIEND SAID, "IT'S ALWAYS THE FACADE OF THE NICE GUY TO SPEW EVIL"

THE SCOTT PETERSON'S OF THE WORLD

THE BOOK WITH THE NICEST COVER

THE EVIL, HIDDEN INSIDE

THE MENTALLY CHALLENGED

THE DEMONS

THE HURT

THE ANGER

PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE

PERCEPTION OF CONTROL

NON-VERBAL ABUSIVE BEHAVIOR
 

NEW YEARS EVE

NEW YEARS EVE HERE ON THE EAST COAST....
FREEZING MY ASS OFF

TONIGHT I WOULD PREFER TO STAY IN
BUT HAVE ALREADY MADE A COMMITMENT

A FAVORITE RESTAURANT.....
A FEW DRINKS

AND TOMORROW
CONEY ISLAND
THE POLAR BEAR PLUNGE

ANTICIPATION

CHOOSE TO BE BORN

DO YOU THINK YOU FIT INTO THE TIME
YOU WERE BORN INTO?

SOMETIMES

SOMETIMES NOT........

SOMETIMES I THINK I SHOULD HAVE BEEN BORN
AND BEEN A WIFE TO A GREAT MAN

CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW WONDERFUL IT WOULD HAVE
BEEN TO BE PRESIDENT LINCOLN'S WIFE

OR PRESIDENT KENNEDY'S WIFE

BEING A PARTNER TO A STRONG, INTELLIGENT MAN
IS SUCH A TURN ON FOR ME

BUT IN THIS LIFE, I WAS MEANT TO FIND SUCCESS
ON MY OWN

MAY GOD BLESS ME IN THE NEW YEAR
XOXO

BADASS

Yes, I am a Badass

That's why I fit into

The world of hairdresser's

It is my lot in life to be a Badass

It's not like I intentionally 

Do this on purpose 

It's just

I am WAY tooooo

Far out spoken for the folks

In suburbia America

In New York.....

All is good

That's why they are sooo

My people

They think like I do

All of us in the city

All struggling to define ourselves

That damn city exhuming 

Sooo much energy

Pushing us all

Saying to us.....

Do it!!

You are great

Now get out there

And create your greatness

It's just sooo awesome 

Now, for the New Year....

Stop doubting yourself

Start living the life you want to live

That's exactly what I plan to do

I didn't get divorced to sit around 

The effn house and bake brownies

Hell, I'm a great baker!!

No, I left because I new I deserved 

Sooo much more out of life

Than what I was getting

I deserved the freedom

To find me

Be the person I always dreamed 

Of being

Wait to you see what's in store

For me in the New Year!!!!

I'm sooo excited!!!

It was all do to fate

14yrs ago an Angel would walk into

My salon

Lets just say.....

Two shall be born....

The whole wide world apart

And have no thought each 

Of the others being

And these same two shall meet

AND THIS IS FATE.........

TODAY IN MICRO-FASHION

In the day and life of a little American girl

YOU GOT MAIL

Two weeks ago

I received hate mail

Yes, you heard me

Every time I re-enter

Po-Dunk

Someone causes me DRAMA

I just want whoever sent me this

Mail to know....

It didn't affect me

Your not mentally well

And I'm at a different place in my life

This is O.C.D. Behavior

And your more upset over

My life situations than I am

If your without flaws

Good for you

And I'm very happy 

You have lead a very successful life

But, I'm old enough

To realize 

No ones life is perfect

And you just caused yourself trauma

Your letters are with the police 

A private investigator is also working 

On the case

And 3rd thing I need to tell you.....

I'm friends with an FBI agent

By the end of this week 

We will know

Who the AUTHOR OF MY HATE MAIL IS

Now, how far did that college degree of

Your prestigious husband get you

I don't want your drama

It's just evil

It's like RAPING someone

Yes, that's what you are doing 

Your violating me

Please get help

Your not well

We all suffer with demons

We all are damaged in some sort of way

It's what you do with your demons

That makes you a winner or looser

If you are that unhappy

Don't send it my direction

New York has made me strong

I'm Russian strong

When the Germans tried to take 

Stalingrad the Russians were fierce

300,000 German soldiers would die

The Russians were pissed by this time 

And rightly so

The world had enough 

I feel the same

I had enough of the human stupidity

From my hometown 

Your ignorance is now bliss

Your DRAMA boring me

"I WILL FIGHT NO MORE FOREVER"

---Chief Joseph

IT'S A WIN!!

When I look back on my life

I realize I got the WIN

you know, in the game of life

I walked off the ball field with the win

She got him

I got New York

SSSSHHHH, LISTEN!!!

LOVE

Do you love someone

But are not "IN LOVE" with them???

This is the story of MANY

Why are people just "Settling"????

Don't be with someone just because

Your "co-dependent"

It will never bring you happiness

Be with someone because YOU

TRUELY love them

And......

Love doesn't come along

With every person you date????

Sometimes, true love

Only comes along

Once in a lifetime

MY LIFE IN NEW YORK

TRUTH PEOPLE

"Who are you to judge the life I live?

I know I'm not perfect

And I don't intend to be......

But before you start pointing fingers.....

Make sure your hands are clean!"

-----Bob Marley

GREAT HAIRSTYLES

TODAY IN MICRO-FASHION

IN THE DAY AND LIFE OF A LITTLE AMERICAN GIRL

BEAUTY OF AN AMERICAN BLONDE GIRL

MY FRIENDS IN NYC

Living the DREAM

BEYOND WORDS

Well people suck

And that's just a part of life

Just focus on the people 

That deserve your attention

And not the people that don't 

WAITING FOR A MIRACLE

THE MOMENT YOUR

READY TO QUIT

IS USUALLY

THE MOMENT

RIGHT BEFORE 

THE MIRACLE 

        HAPPENS.................

   DON'T EVER GIVE UP HOPE

GREAT EXPECTATIONS

We buried my dad today 

It's the hardest thing you have to do

Bury a parent

One more gone

And I'm an orphan

What I'm really upset about

Is the people that never acknowledge

My fathers passing at all!!!

Like my sister said.....

" Do you really expect anything less

From idiots"

It's shouldn't matter if you haven't talked 

To friends, acquaintances etc....

In years

Have some class  and acknowledge 

Someone's passing

Tonite I will clean house on Facebook!!!

People's TRUE colors are scary

Effn losers!!!

And of coarse, ALL my NYC FRIENDS

were there for me!!

Because they are all sooo family oriented

Once again the disappointment comes 

From the "Po-Dunk" stupidity

They just live in this narcissistic bubble 

World

Where if it isn't affecting them fuck it

I plan on reciprocating the same behavior 

In the future for ya'll

BIT ME!!!!

 

LEARNING TO FLY

IT'S DIFFICULT TO SOAR WITH EAGLES

WHEN YOU SURROUND YOURSELF 

WITH TURKEYS. 

THE NEW YEAR

May your coming year be

Filled with magic and dreams 

And good madness

I hope you read some fine books

And kiss someone who thinks 

Your wonderful

And don't forget to make some Art

Write or draw or build

Or sing, live as only you can

And I hope....

Somewhere in the next year 

You surprise yourself

---MBDW

THE HOLIDAYS

LIFE IN THE SALON AFTER CHRISTMAS
IS USUALLY DEAD
THERES YOUR FEW STRAGGLERS
WHO NEED THEIR HAIR DONE
FOR NEW YEARS EVE

WHERE AM I NEW YEARS EVE?
LAST NEW YRS
I WAS RIGHT IN TIME SQUARE

I STAYED TILL THE BALL DROPPED
WALKED OVER TO BRYANT PARK
MY FAVORITE PLACE IN THE CITY

I JUST LIKE THE MO JOE OF THE PLACE
THE HOT TOTTIES
WARM FIRE PITS
AND EVERYONE SITTING AROUND
ENJOYING A MOMENT IN TIME

THEN I WENT HOME TO BROOKLYN

THIS YEAR I'M BACK IN BROOKLYN
FOR THE POLAR BEAR PLUNGE

I'M DEFINITELY LOOKING FORWARD TO THE NEW YR
A LOT OF NEW THINGS WILL BE HAPPENING
AND I'M EXCITED

I HAVE FINALLY SURROUNDED MYSELF WITH
INTELLIGENT, EDUCATED PEOPLE
AND SEE A BIG DIFFERENCE IN MENTALITY

I COULDN'T BE ANY HAPPIER THAN I AM NOW
AT THIS POINT OF MY LIFE
AND IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MONEY OR LOVE
ITS CALLED SELF WORTH
I'VE TRAVELED A LONG ROAD
AND HAVE ARRIVED AT MY DESTINATION
IT'S SOOO GREAT TO BE HERE

OH, THERE IS EVIL, STILL TRYING TO DO THEIR
THING
BUT I'M AT A DIFFERENT PLACE IN MY LIFE
AND IT DOESN'T AFFECT ME
I ONLY QUESTION THE EVILS MENTAL WELL BEING
AND OBVIOUSLY IT'S NOT GOOD

I'M NOT JEALOUS OF YOU
I HAVE NOOO REASON TO BE
I ONLY FEEL SORRY FOR YOU
ANGER.......
IS A TERRIBLE MONSTER

I FEEL SORRY FOR YOU ALL......
CLOSE-MINDED FROM PO-DUNK
ENJOY YOUR FINALLY DESTINY
MAY YOU LIVE IN HELL
ALL THE DAYS OF YOUR LIFE
GOD BLESS
XOXO

WHAT'S THE NAME OF THE GAME

I've seen you twice

In a short time

Only a week since we started

It seems to me

For every time

I'm getting more open hearted

I was an impossible case

No one could ever reach me

But i think i can see on your face 

There's a luv you can teach me

So I wanna know

What's the name of the game???

Does it mean anything to 

Can you feel it the way I do

If I trust in you

Will you let me down 

Your smile and the sound of your voice

Gotta feeling 

You give me no choice

But it means luv

What's the name of the game ???

THE HAIRSTYLISTS PASTRIES

Everyone who knows me

Knows I love dessert

OMG!! Most of my fellow co-workers 

Got candy, cookies, and food baskets 

For Christmas gifts!

There's nothing that makes a stylist 

Happier than receiving all these wonderful little treasures for a Thank you

Of doing someone's hair all year long

Here's some pictures I took 

Of desserts I purchased

For a Christmas gathering

Enjoy

Xoxo

TODAY IN MICRO-FASHION

The life of a little American girl

SHALLOW

Are you dating someone 

Or married to someone

For their looks

Are you shallow??

Do you need to be with someone

Who is extremely handsome

Or very beautiful?

One day we all wake up

Have that Epiphany

And say to ourselves

"This just doesn't matter"

Usually as we get older & wiser

We have many Epiphany's 

Our brains kick in

Any of us hope our brains kick in

And we evaluate what's really 

Important in our lives

Sometimes the person we THINK 

We should be with

Isn't the right one 

Follow your heart 

Be with that one person 

In life that you TRUELY LOVE

Don't settle, don't EVER settle

Settling for someone brings unhappiness 

And eventually separation 

We only get one shot at this

Be with that one person

That makes your whole world turn upside

Down

Forget the shallowness of being

With Mr. Wonderfully handsome

Or Miss absolutely beautiful

Good looks eventually fade

Then when your arm candy is no 

Longer the hottest thing around

And all your left with is an ugly personality

Life is going to suck

Follow your heart

Don't live with regrets

Make today the first day

Of your new happiness

Now get out there

Go get the person you TRUELY love

Today is the first day of forever

Walk away from shallow

Leave arrogance behind

YOUR GETTING TOO OLD TO LIVE 

WITHOUT THE PERSON YOU REALLY 

WANT TO BE WITH!!!

MEERY CHRISTMAS

It isn't soo Merry

I'm starting my day

With going to 7:30 am mass

Then breakfast

Then coming home and making a Duck

Spending time with my children & family

Merry Christmas everyone

TODAY IN FASHION

What should I wear

Maybe one of these outfits will 

Fit the bill

Xo

MIRACLES